From Holy Books to Hollywood: My Spiritual Amnesia Story

A Journey of Forgetting and Remembering

Ever since I was a kid, I knew my life would make a good story. I just didn't realize I'd have to forget I was the author before I could truly start writing.

1. Opening Image: A young boy in ultra-orthodox Jerusalem, dreaming of becoming a great rabbi while secretly collecting material for the greatest story ever told - his own.

2. Original Lie: "I can't be safe or loved if I tell my truth. I need to escape and create a grand story to be worthy."

3. Journey Out: At 14, leaving for America with nothing but dreams and Tefillin, diving into a new world of experiences. Learning English, navigating public school, and explaining why I'd never spoken to a girl.

4. The Catch: Success in the tech world comes at a cost - disconnection from authentic self and growing addiction issues. Launching a startup by 21, selling it and spending another decade in “high-tech”, but feeling increasingly hollow inside.

5. Honeymoon: From networking engineering to consciousness engineering: becoming an urban shaman, feeling powerful and special while helping others through altered states. Believing I've found my true calling.

6. False Victory: Convinced that facilitating transformative experiences for others means I've healed myself. Creating sacred spaces while hiding behind substances and false identities.

7. Shadow Rising: The facade begins to crack. Shadows of addiction, ego, and unresolved trauma emerge stronger than ever, threatening to overtake everything I've built.

8. Autocorrect: A major crisis forces a return to Israel, initiating a seven-year dark night of the soul. Everything I thought I knew crumbles away.

9. Journey In: Stripped of identities and beliefs, forced to confront the core wounds and false narratives. Realizing that I need to heal my own story before I can truly help others.

10. Faceoff: Confronting the original lie - "Can I tell the truth and be safe?” facing my own addictions and abandonment issues - facing the core fear that has driven my entire journey.

11. Nopamine: Choosing authenticity and true healing over the quick fixes and false identities of the past. Committing to say NO to substances, outside approval, external love and outsourcing divinity.

12. Remembering: Embracing the role of Intuitive Guide, Channel & Healer of Stories. Recognizing that I've always been the author of my own tale, and now I can help others reclaim their stories too.

Epilogue: Now, I'm creating a TV show called "High Priest," writing a memoir, and developing the 42 framework. My journey has come full circle, from seeking a story to tell, to healing my own narrative, to helping others transform their stories. Through intuitive guidance, channeling, and healing, I support others in remembering their role as the authors of their own epic tales.

Remember, we're all spiritual beings having a human experience. Your life, with all its twists and turns, is a beautifully crafted story designed to wake you up to your true self. Wherever you are in your journey, know that you're exactly where you need to be. It's time to pick up the pen and write your masterpiece.